Can't believe 100 days has passed by, its so fast ! Being able to move on with life is already a great feat for me. I thought i wouldn't be strong enough to bear the pain. But I managed . Ahma, i miss you so much :( it really hurts ....
Being able to overcome all these problems is one thing. Another thing is that problems arises one after another, making life difficult for us.
In today's amaths test on differentiation, I'm pretty sure I will fail and get a single digit number. I don't know what I was doing, just trying to at least attempt the questions. My mind went blank when I tried to remember the formulas to use. I know, its time I should really consider if I should continue with this subject. Its this subject that's giving me the most headache. If I drop it, I will be able to spend more time and focus on my weaker subjects. In a way, its actually a good thing.
Being looked down on is another thing. Humans always look down on others, calling them names like 'useless' and 'stupid'. That's the last straw. Its not that I don't know its just that I couldn't remember it just that point of time when you ask me that question. And by calling me 'useless' when i can't answer your question, does that make you 'useless' too? Since you don't know the reason why and you have to ask me. Seriously, your attitude needs to change.
/deep in thought/
Being able to overcome all these problems is one thing. Another thing is that problems arises one after another, making life difficult for us.
In today's amaths test on differentiation, I'm pretty sure I will fail and get a single digit number. I don't know what I was doing, just trying to at least attempt the questions. My mind went blank when I tried to remember the formulas to use. I know, its time I should really consider if I should continue with this subject. Its this subject that's giving me the most headache. If I drop it, I will be able to spend more time and focus on my weaker subjects. In a way, its actually a good thing.
Being looked down on is another thing. Humans always look down on others, calling them names like 'useless' and 'stupid'. That's the last straw. Its not that I don't know its just that I couldn't remember it just that point of time when you ask me that question. And by calling me 'useless' when i can't answer your question, does that make you 'useless' too? Since you don't know the reason why and you have to ask me. Seriously, your attitude needs to change.
/deep in thought/
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