HEARTFELT .

So how's life going for me? Just hectic.

For the past few weeks, have been rushing assignments and projects - there is just so many things to do yet so little time. It's like the exams are just next week and I've yet to even start my revision but I'm still blogging here hahahaha, studying is a chore. Poly life isn't really that 'slack' and 'relaxed' like what some people say though, especially during the period where like literally ALL assignments deadlines are close to each other and you'll need to rush out stuff. I really missed secondary school (that's what everyone say, but I truly miss it.)

Just a couple of days ago, finally met up with 4/5 of #teambagua, it's been ages since we met up together and had dinner (i think since valentines day???) Okay so we went to Eighteen Chefs at nex, it's like my virgin Eighteen  Chefs visit and now that it has opened an outlet nearby so it's pretty convenient. There's like the student meal, which is like everyday anytime, which is really value for money in my opinion. Like the meal consists of the main dish, ice lemon tea and ice cream. And the best part is you get to mix and match and create your main dish varying from the base to the sauce and ingredients. And the drinks were placed in such cute little glasses I was so impressed.

cute glasses they use to put the ice lemon tea, which tastes really nice

i ordered like cheese baked rice with mango sauce and chicken sausages
pretty big portion, i was quite full hahaha

strawberry ice cream is the best hehehe (mango and honeydew too)

Although not full strength but I'm really glad and blessed to be able to see you guys again, I really missed those days in school where we'll just play hard and study hard, always looking after one another and stuff, where to find such good friends really - you guys are still the best, looking forward to our next meeting already! :)

Blessed to have people around who actually cares.

I remembered watching the last episode of Jessica&Krystal, where the sisters finally met after days of not seeing each other due to oversea schedules and then Krystal decides to write letters and pasted photos of them together throughout the show on the windows and surprised Jessica, which made her super touched and started crying and then they went into the room to talk. 

And then there's this part where I literally teared like, the two girls were like crying and in each other's arms and the conversation went like:

Krystal: "I just have a lot of mind going on these days ....."

Jessica: "Sorry, I can't be there for you...."

K: "I really... really need to talk to you..."

K: "Seriously, no one.....would.....listen to me.."

J: "I'm sorry ..."

J: "I think there is something like, excuses when people said that they were busy with their work, we tend to be careless to those people who are close to us, that's why we need to take care of those who are close to us..... that's why I feel bad about it ....."

That was really heartwrenching, like, I feel that we really need to cherish the people around us, and the moments spent with them, especially those you are close to and those who you care for. I'm really thankful to have been able to meet such people in my life and who are always there to listen to my problems and rants, whom I can talk comfortably to about my problems and worries. But sometimes I just tend to keep those thoughts to myself, just because I feel that I would be burdening them with my problems, like I'm sure everyone has their own problems and worries already, why do I want to add on to that and bother them. I guess that is why I'm the type to keep things to myself......really need to change that part of me.

"80% of people keep their feelings to themselves because they believe it's hard for others to understand their pain."

p.s Jessica is launching her own fashion brand, Blanc, starting with sunglasses omg they look so pretty and cool but I think it'll cost a bomb hahahhaa