NEVER LOOK BACK .

To: the brave maomao

It hasn't been easy for you, so much has happened and you still managed to give in your all, stand up strong and step forward and move on.

Never look back and follow your heart. That is what you used to say. I feel really proud of you to be able to be so strong mentally and not anything bring you down. Despite everything that has happened, you did not give up and kept moving forward and show everyone what you are.

If I was you, I probably won't have such a positive mindset and the will to carry on. After all, you girls shared 10 years together, together by each other's side every day and suddenly one day, they are gone.

2014 // #throwback

It has been hard for you, we all know that. You didn't want us all to worry but we feel your pain and sorrow. Really look up to you to be able to pick up your feet so quickly. You're blessed with such a great sister who would always be by your side and be there for you when you had no one to go to.

"Congratulations on your 27th birthday. I'm sorry that I haven't been able to do anything special for you on your birthdays. But it's nice that you can make precious memories because of your fans. I want to make you cry but I don't think you will. Since I was in elementary school and you were in high school, you seemed like an adult to me but now you really are an adult. Right? Time is going by so fast that I feel scared and sad. Let's play till we become grandmas, just like we did when we were young, where we danced and sang at home, and how we free danced in the living room a few days ago.  

I'm like a child to you, unni, but you still listen so well to me and respect me. I'm not jealous of anyone because I have a friend and an unni like you. I had only seen the sincere and thoughtful side of you, so when I saw you painfully cry everyday and see you going though a hard time, I cried too and my heart hurt so, so much. It felt unfair as I wondered if people knew what a weak and soft person you were. But I moved past those feelings and now I just want you to be highly regarded and for happiness to be in our surroundings. 

From now on, whenever another unpredictable thing happens, I trust you will wisely get through it. Stay as my cool unni. I'm always by your side and you'll always be my side. Let's get strength. And live in a more fun way. Thank you for being my sister. I love you. From Soojung."

Let's go on happily together for a long long time. We got your back - you know that. Happy 27th birthday to the one I always admired. I got really touched by you when you personally wrote on all 700 invitation cards and polaroid films all by yourself. Thank you for always showing us your happy side, but allow us to share your sorrow too.

Alot of things has changed and things aren't the same again, but we're glad everyone is moving on, 6 months after the day. The others would probably feel the same as us, always worrying about you yet having faith in you that you will be able to be show what you truly are -  the caring sister, adorable friend and the chic princess we all know.

"Will you listen? I’m softly singing this song for you Can you feel? Our hearts are shared with each other Song for you 

Don’t just trap yourself in a strong image
sometimes, you can take out your soft face that you’ve hidden away  

Same as you
Sometimes I get worried about useless fights
Same as you
And regret over my pointless complaints  

Never gonna look back,
Girls never gonna look back, girls
Without being shaken, we’ll keep walking toward our dreams
Never gonna look back
Girls Never gonna look back, girls
A bright light is in our hearts
The story will be written, yes it is  

If someone close by forgets and leaves behind their dream for a moment
We’ll just chase them and raise them up when they fall  

Same as you (you)
When you don’t even want to look at the sky
Same as you (you)
Dream of a love that you can lean on and rest in  

Never gonna look back,
Girls never gonna look back, girls
There is a path for us in this world
Never gonna look back,
Girls never gonna look back, girls
The end of this journey is still far ahead
Towards the future, story goes on  

Stop! Won’t get lost anymore, won’t ever give up
In this blurry world, let’s make a big and dazzling flower bloom ({I will be there)
I will always be with you, whenever you call my name
Your white smile is prettier than anything else  

So I’m,
Never gonna look back,
Girls never gonna look back, girls
Without being shaken, we’ll keep walking toward our dreams
Never gonna look back
Girls Never gonna look back, girls
A bright light is in our hearts
The story will be written, yes it is  

Never gonna look back,
Girls never gonna look back, girls
There is a path for us in this world
Never gonna look back,
Girls never gonna look back, girls
The end of this journey is still far ahead
Towards the future, story goes on" 

 // 'Girls' by Girls Generation

 always got your back x

happy birthday princess!

With love,
MC

(p.s super late post cause this was in my drafts and i was quite busy past few days but finally got it posted up (;)