WE COULD BE DIVINE .

"One of the happiest moments in life is when you find the courage to let go of what you can't change" 

I guess it'll be a tough and long process for me to being able to do so. These days whenever their songs come on, I'm just like *deep sigh*, especially when their ballads play, I just feel moody and that this whole incident should not have happened. They, could be divine.

Some people may say, they're just a kpop group, afterall ultimately it's business. Things like this happen all the time, people get fired and leave companies and etc. But it's different for us fans, sones, and the girls themselves. Girls' Generation is one group which is well-know for their 'soshi bond' - that unique bond between the members which captivated the fans.

I came across a tweet this morning, which is like super true. People may think it's us SONEs who are the biggest believer of OT9, but in actual fact, it's Tiffany. She has always believed that OT9 will last forever, for eternity. Tiffany really went through alot during her years with the group and during trainings, she did not have her family with her, her mum passed away, the members were all she had. She'll definitely cherish the group a lot, and would do anything to not let it be gone. I'm pretty sure all the other members think so too, to be able to last together for 7 years, not including the trainee years, is a huge feat. They've been through up and downs together, been there for each other, the tears they shared, that happiness they shared.



Always thought that they will be one of the groups who will never disband, like they just go on a hiatus or something when they grow old but never officially disband, come back and do some concerts, like what Tiffany mentioned before in interviews. Or that they will go down together as 9 with a beautiful ending. It really hurts me to think that it'll end on an ugly note like this - messy ending. But this is not the ultimate end yet. There's probably still negotiations going on and I still hold on to the faith that Jessica will still eventually reunite with the group. They said that there were plans for a last album as 9 before Jessica leaves, and I hope that would be a good ending and farewell. Even if she does end up not coming back, I will still stay and support the 9 of them. Never once regretted being a SONE.

To actually think that they are actually my pillars of strength when I'm down or what not. I started being a SONE back in 2011, it's been 3 years. Actually to be honest back in 2010/2011, for people who know me well, I was actually pretty "emo" like, I guess it's just me growing up and being immature and what not, going through relationships and what not, but after I got into the fandom, I seem to feel happier each day, that's what I personally feel. Especially when after the demise of my grandmother, I feel that I have matured a lot - and apart from beloved family members and really comforting good friends, Girls' Generation actually played a part to keep me going. Whenever I feel down, I'll just watch some of their videos, their dorky videos or funny interviews and they never fail to put a smile back on me. I listen to their music whenever I feel happy, I listen to them whenever I feel sad, I just basically listen to them everyday. During O levels period, I also listen to them while studying, and get myself motivated by their quotes (you'll see on my Instagram that I posted some of their quotes especially during O levels period). It was them who kept me going. And one of my ultimate dream is to see them live one day. They did come to Singapore for their world tour last year, but unfortunately, it's that week right before the O levels. I vowed to work hard with a hope to get to see them for their next concert. But now it seems like I'll never ever get to see them 9 on stage together in front of my eyes.

Right now it does not seem that the issue will be resolved anytime soon, it may take time. The members must be feeling really upset and devastated about this, really hoping they will alll stay strong and be okay. Probably the whole problem lies with SM, if the girls all want to get together, please don't break them apart. Even if the situation could not be salvaged, at least do a proper farewell, a last album or a concert or what not. And also their upcoming Tokyo Dome concert, please at least let Jessica be with the girls, it's what they have all been working hard for, it really hurts to see only 8 at Tokyo Dome when all 9 worked hard for years to make it happen. Start with 9, end with 9, forever 9.

Forever, Indestructible.