TURNING TO A NEW CHAPTER IN LIFE .

Last week I turned 18 ! It's a milestone in my life, which kinda sends a message that I'm a step closer to adulthood (and being old). Still feel like a child and I just wanna stay 15 #delusional

Anyway so like super blessed to have my friends&family to celebrate with me, although it's just a birthday, but yeah, MANY MANY THANKS. Let the photos do the talking ~

with the #KRAYKRAYS !! thanks for everything ~ 

chunhao treated me to lunch WAHAHA #THANKYOU

so we happened to bumped into my senior and had some pasta~

thanks NIK for the yummy cupcakes!

Oh and thanks to CLAUDIA for the super swaggy sweater (maybe I should wear it some day) & facial products LOL. And cause like everyone's busy with school and stuff so i met Dagny, Jonas & Clifton a day after and had a great catchup session over lunch! (forgot to take photos T-T) Always looking forward to our meetings ;) 

And my family, as usual, will celebrate by getting a cake, but like super exciting cause this time I chose the cake flavour myself and it's mocha!! It was pretty okay, like I like the cream part (who doesn't). 

Nevertheless, we always had to go back to reality. Happy moments don't usually last so had to go back to drowning ourselves in assignments and stuff. This week was SUPER hectic, had like 3 assignments to submit but TGIF, finally could take a breather. 

finally done with lapbook assignment phew!

So many unspoken words and feelings. I guess staying silent is really the best solution, for now. But sometimes it's really too much, even as a bystander I feel so disgusted those baseless actions. For the first time I actually feel like opposing your moves. But I am guided by my judgment and not by self-centred thoughts. One may always have a biased thoughts or impression of another but that shouldn't affect how you decide and make decisions. 

It's like people who are blinded by love should always take break and look at the reality instead of just thinking of something which will probably never be true. Yes I admit I might be biased at times, but not to this kind of disgusting extent. Some people actually did something right for once, but you choose to look at the bad side, but not looking at the good others have done. That disappointment and agony when you put in so much into something but get nothing back. Well maybe get something negative back but I guess some people just don't have the brains and heart to sympathize and understand. 

I cannot understand how some people are so conceited and care more about themselves more than anything else when you yourself are not on the losing side. After all I'm not one who is in a position to say all that but sometimes you really need to look at yourself and how you treat others. One day when you start realising that you start to lose everything, it will be all too late. Smooth seas do not make skillful sailors, life does not always go smoothly and it always has its ups & downs. It’s all about how we overcome these obstacles and gain skills and be stronger from it. From these experiences, there's much to be reflected on. Humans are really complicated. 

每一件事情的发生，都有一个原因。 这些自私行为都源自以动机。也许，一切，都源自以人性本善