It's that time of the year again to do a wrap up of the year! Initially wanted to post this yesterday - before the year (2015) actually ends, but did not have the time to so finally had some time to myself to sit in front of the laptop and type this post out.
2015 ... flies by in the blink of an eye. This year was really fast, don't even remember much happening from my (already boring) life, but it felt so fast that can you believe we're already approaching our final year of poly life in 3 months??? SUPER FAST.
Not many memorable things happened this year but some of the main highlights would be attending VIXX concert back in May when they came to Singapore - it was also like my first kpop concert like oh my god still have withdrawals but looking forward to attend another kpop concert this year if the opportunity allows me to! Actually went exploring a lot this year, visiting alot of places of interests like museums, Gardens By The Bay, USS, and recently Coney Island.
Studies wise, it's really getting more hectic with so many things to do ... this year for the first time set up learning corners and did so many lesson plans, but i actually like seeing my little ones enjoying the activities I have made, so it made it worthwhile ~ it's the first time i'm so close to a class (didn't get to do so in year 1 cause change centres twice and the kids were chaotic af) but YAY MY NURSERIES!!!! It's a pity how some of them withdrawn and won't be following up the rest to K1 but it's nice seeing them grow for the best year. Always have thoughts like in the future when they're older like 10 years later will they remember their preschool teachers like won't it be interesting to read in the news years later when we're old and like you see a child you've taught achieving something great or like a child you once taught became a world actor or something that's like really cool. I guess that's one of the little satisfacation in this field in working with kids.
Also had lots of fun moments with friends this year, especially catching up with old friends and going out exploring and stuff - even just sitting down chit chatting for hours is fulfilling already. Rather smooth sailing and peaceful year this year, not a lot to talk about but it's also somewhat a year where I start to find myself, who I really am and what I want to do. Seeing how everyone has made plans for what they want to do in the future, what they hope to achieve, it makes me feel that it's probably time to make plans and make something out of my life. I always think that there's plenty of time and different opportunities and pathways which can shape our lives and I tend to "go with the flow" but I think, maybe it's really time to start making choices for the future. Going on a journey of self-discovery, it's mentally exhausting but rewarding. Each day I learn a little more about myself.
Last year I said I want to be more vocal and open to people around me but I don't think I have really improved that ?? Don't know where to let everything out but I know it's not healthy to keep all the negativity in but I really don't like to be a burden to others when everyone has their own problems. Life has ups & downs and the downs is usually mentally/emotionally draining and I just don't know how to deal with them. Somehow the person who should know you the best don't actually know you at all. They think that I don't care but I just don't want to show it. Never let judgments affect how you think. Open your eyes and heart to see the truth, don't be blinded by the things you want to believe. Most importantly, to be the bigger person.
Lost some friends, gain some friends. All I could say is that I treasure each and every little time spent with people who I care for and who cares for me. Afterall, at the end of the day, not everyone we know will stay through with us for the next few years, 10 years down the road, or even for a lifetime.
Its been a rather fruitful year filled with many valuable lessons. Excited and looking forward to new adventures for the coming new year. Here's wishing a everyone a happy new year and a year filled with good things and happiness! :)
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