POSITIVE VIBES .

In need of some positive vibes in my life right now. Not sure why but there has been recent feelings of being down. The all so familiar feelings of exhaustion, feelings of emptiness, the feeling of being inferior. I just feel empty. Back then I tried to occupy myself with things to do to make myself feel busy so I won't have negative thoughts like that again. But this time I don't know why but it just comes and I can't even pretend to be happy. I don't even feel like doing anything I shouldn't let myself fall deeper so I'm typing this blogpost out right now.

Also, don't really have a good appetite these days as well - which is good because I'm trying to lose weight lol. Recently I went for my medical reviews at TTSH last week and NHC on Wednesday and I had to get my height and weight measured for each visit and the thing is within this week I literally gained like 1kg. 1 week.1 kg. I was like shocked because I didn't expect myself to gain weight so quickly but my friends have been all saying I indeed look like I gained a lot of weight compared to last time so I was hoping to start losing some weight soon. Hopefully.

"Is it too hard and painful right?

It’s like everyday you’re alone

But don’t give up on me now

Now walk that difficult road together with me"

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